Just thinking...

Well, I already made up my mind about a c-section. It terrifies me the idea to be in so much pain! but I can't wait to meet my daughter. Also I know that if it is the will of my Heavenly Father to have my baby through c-section then is for a good reason! I should trust him more, I kept praying so that my baby will not be in breech position anymore but now I pray for strength either way! I will have my doctor's appointment this coming Monday and they will check for the position of the baby, so far she is still breech but you never know, she still has time to turn. As said before, however she comes, is fine because that is how the Father wanted it to be and if that is the case then I will know both feelings of delivering a baby... yeah!! more knowledge! So just pray so that I have strength and a fast recovery!!! I really can't wait to meet my daughter, it is so unbelievable that I am going to have my second child. I already know how wonderful it is to have a baby so I can't wait for that feeling again!! I can't wait to see Alexis' reaction and I can't wait to have a crazy schedule again, like there is no time there is only feeding, diaper, and sleeping hours!!! It is awesome... I wish she was to be born early, partly b/c I am huge!!! and also b/c I can't take the pain anymore... this one is being painful but she better be cute when she is born and I think I will forget everything (J/K). I love my family! I love being a wife and a mother and I think there is no greater feeling than that! :)